So, he is my classmate. We used to talk or do something together. We used to laugh together. He cheer me up whenever i feel soo sad. Everytime I feel so down and confused or what, he is there for me. He is the kindest friend i've ever know. My friends keep asking, is he my boyfriend? (Hee, I don't even thinking to have a bf rn. Useless info. Okay). He isn't my boyfriend, but I do love his smile, laugh, eyes, and I'm in love with us.
But my biggest fault is, I'm not being there for him. I act like I don't care, but honestly I care so much about him. I just.. afraid I will hurt him (again)?
I think he hates me. I push all the negativity away and realize I'm just too sensitive about him, yeah.. I know he likes making a fool of me and saying stupid things. But sometimes that make me really really mad.
It's different now. He is a different person. Me too. After all, life goes on.
What I want to say is, I'm sorry. I really mean it. Trust me. I don't want us to be strangers again. At least, we dont talk shidt behind each other again? Hahaha..
Bro, real feelings don't just go away. I said I I'm in love with us, right? That's why I write all this cheesythings, eh.
I'm done I'm done before the tears come easily. So I will stop rn. If you're reading this ("if"), I'm so sorry that I write this because this is so cheesyy.
Next time. Bye. Xoxo 💕